=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= = F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. = =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= File #187 --------- I received this in the mail almost a month ago, but can't find the original mail.. so, I don't know who sent it to me, or who wrote it. Since it was sent to me, I can only assume it was meant to be released. If not, I apologize for doing so without permission, but hey, who am I supposed to ask? :) - Dis =-= Feeling good I'm feeling strong I'm holding out I'm holding on There's lots to do There's lots to say Just so you can have today A party here A party there No one ever really cares If your old enough Feeling strong Tell yourself there's nothing wrong There's nothing wrong Let's look at peace Full of lies Holding on for no surprise Devil pushed you in with me Someone else's soul to thieve Feeling fine, Feel ok Step inside, We'll get away If your holding out, Feeling strong Tell yourself there's nothing wrong Nothing wrong You see If holding out is dragging you down Come on with me Now if your feeling sad, full of strain You'd better find someone to blame Feeling good, Feeling strong Baby, I just carry on Baby I just step away Stuff to do for today I'm holding out, feeling strong Just tell yourself there's nothing wrong Nothing wrong - `nothing wrong' Red Lorry Yellow Lorry Life in the suburbs is hell. There's nothing particularly wrong with it except it sucks. This is the real zone of the droid. The zone of the blank expressions with the intent of someone hell bent on the acquisition of money and increasing their ignorance. Things get a new sort of perspective. I would almost hazard saying they are surreal in sorts. People with no particular order, no time for reality. Only time for the 5 minute news piece on the tv or read the following day in the newspaper. Here I am at work, 7am and thinking once again too much about my past. Let's think. 7 friends are dead. 3 of which from suicide. The others from car accidents, drug overdoses or whatever. That is irrelevant though and likely typed as a way to warrant leaving the computer humming away without actually doing anything on it. Oh well... The point I guess is why? What could have driven people to this? The corruption and idiocy of our school system hell bent on conformity and social acceptance? The "Fit in or be thrown out" attitude? A rapidly crumbling political system that pretty much everyone trusts simply because you should? The various aborations of what people should or shouldn't believe? When I was in school it was a disastrous experience for me, and I guess in turn for the school system. Yea, that must be it- The system that teaches and molds us into model citizens. Or does it brainwash and only teach how to be `one of the gang'? There must be a reason for there being so many stupid people. Well, it's working. The stupid people continue to breed and let their children be `educated' in the same manner as them and thus letting the ignorance continue. Over and over. Generation after generation. The people who actually think for themselves and not simply what social standards dictate are outcast as simply being weird. What the fuck is that? Weird compared to what? No answer. Their programming didn't cover that one. So, laws are invented to constrain those who pose a real threat to society and the rest are left simply being a threat mostly to themselves. Thus, 7 of my friends are dead. Oh, pity the school guidance councilor or psychologist. Sure, some of them may do some good like giving away condoms or offering explicitly vague and simplistic answers to complex problems but never offering sound advice. More dead. I am lucky. I have survived what is apparently the hardest time of the life, yet it was supposedly my best years? What a fucking rip off. I want my money back. But in the stupidity of the laws one cannot simply chose to make an exit. First is the initial `attempt' which almost always fails. Then comes a few weeks of so called counseling until you promise not to try and escape this hell again. Then they try and teach you stress management crap and ways of coping with situations that vary from moderately obscene to downright disturbing. From there you are thrown out into a social chain bent on breaking you down unless you keep pounding it into yourself that there is nothing wrong. Keep that attitude and all will be fine. If their retraining was successful all will be fine. If it failed then you likely go thru it again and again until 1: You are so doped out on prozak and other happy pills that truly nothing is wrong or 2: Finally successful. Hamm, where's the justice? What happened? Where is the true structure for people to figure out? What is it in fact? That we should all just conform and be happy? Funk that. I have a problem in the fact that I am a wee bit of a realist. I cannot accept that people who do things that society finds `offensive' or simply undesirable do so simply because they were messed. Gee, I wonder who did the messing to begin with? Hehe, people are fucked. Droids. Closed. No desire for anything that is not normally accessible. No creativity or drive to think. Who starts this change? Wild guess? School! The competition that carries on in the cliques and who has the latest new clothes. Computers and more so are considered a taboo thing reserved only for geeks and whatnot. Again, society placing labels of bad on things they cannot comprehend. I read in an article somewhere once that most parents would have their kids read for half an hour than funk with the net. Gimme a fucking break! Why? What's the big deal? Tell me honestly- I have read of porn on the net, beastiality and kiddie and otherwise, but just how easy is it to get? I myself ain't into that scene too much so never really bothered to look too hard. But I got curious. Just how many 6 year olds may accidentally see a nude photo of the human body. So, I went and looked. World Wide Web. As much as I hated having to do so I fired up microsloth's XT emulation mode and started netscape. Went to yahoo and did a search. Sure enough a shitload of porn sites came into perspective. I went to a few but there were no XXX images to be found. A few scantily dressed models, but hardly anything worse than the bra and girdle section of your favorite catalog. The rest you have to pay for and then telnet to. Hmm, ok, usenet; There has to be something there. I fired up tin and yanked in all message subs. Hmm, something was missing! alt.binaries.nude or whatever combination was seemingly missing. I telneted over to another account I was using at the time and did the same there. Ahhh, there they were. All UUE encoded. Hmm, I had to wonder 1: why the funk my college was censoring what newsfeeds we get in > 2: Just how many 6 year olds know how to decode UUE messages. Shit, it took me a few minutes to figure out myself. and 3: Why cant the parents change news servers to a *.*.*.*.edu where none of that stuff is available. Hmm, ya, the ones I decoded I used a UUE decoder in winblows. Hmm, once again the good guys in the computer industry come thru fer me. Ya. If they put warning labels like `Cigarettes cause fatal lung disease' shit on my smoke packs, why can't they be in the open and throw stickers on internet winblows apps written like `This product may cause your children to ask premature questions, have hairy palms and question the authenticity of the stork' That's assuming the 6 year old in question 1: even knows what the big deal is, after all animals don't wear clothes. 2: Manages to get on the net. and 3: actually *shows* his/her parents what they found. As for the adults seeing and bitching about it- They should get a fucking life. There was always a warning on any of the web pages and the usenet shit- well, they can read simply the base rite? Besides, if they thought it was such a big deal they should do as the scientologists and delete things they don't agree with. Likely they are too stupid to know how so they just bitch until 1) or maybe 2) isp's bend and nuke the alt.binaries.sex.watermelon or whatever base. Or the idiot starts posting to the group saying they should stop. Hehe, we all know what happens then. The mailbombing likely will last fer a month or so or until the crossposting stops Then they bitch to the media about how a nasty hacker mailbombed him/her. Then they start spouting off about how the 'net's supposed to be a place for saying whatever you want and how that isn't true. Stupid funk. In my opinion sure, you basically can say whatever you want. Anyone. If you don't like nasty shit don't decode that uue that was downloaded from alt.binaries.tasteless or don't say how people in alt.suicide.holiday are simply encouraging people to kill themselves. That in itself is a load of shit. I have done a great deal of posting there and not once have I ever seen anyone encourage it. I don't post in some catholic base to say that I feel that organized religions are full of shit. I mean what comes around goes around. The net is now more popular than ever, my first experiences with it were in 1982 or so slouched over the shoulder of a friend and thinking wow- this is neat. I got out of computers for a long time shortly afterwards so didn't get a chance to get into it again until 92 or 93. Thanks to societies pressures I found myself knowing how to do assembly on my old 2e but not even knowing how to do a dir let alone the much more advanced unix shit. Anyways, before my brain sizzles and goes off topic too far yet again... I quote one of the people I respect in the sense of doing something instead of sitting on their ass and accepting Timothy Leary- "Think for yourself and question authority" Now more than EVER! The net has grown and expanded. It's no longer that huge rush to get on it. Well, mainly because it's legal to do so now. Well, I for one won't bend to conform to the netscapeheads. Yea the internet is all graphics. heh... Education; Where is it at in reality? People telling others what is good or bad, right and wrong. I'm feeling fine I feel ok Step inside we'll get away Yea that's about it. I myself have had enough of these unwritten social contracts. Yes, I am weird. I am a bit of a social outcast. But instead of people pushing me around telling me how to conform to the new society of electronic beings.... They are going to have to accept the ways that have already been established. The simple fact that you may not agree with everything but not persecuting those who do. Funk society. They never did me any favors and you can bet your ass I am not going to be helping them out by sitting quietly now. There's no way they are going to bring their idiocy and competitive bullshit into the only real social structure. I had to bend to their stupid draconian laws to keep the mAsses in line, now they must do the same and bend to ours. Remember the net is a collective- As a whole it's what it is, as a part it's nothing. Or commercial. Pity the soul who posts me junk to my box. hehe, ya, the old forward message trick on two accounts... So, Keep in mind what has happened in the past and if we aren't careful will happen in the future. Notice how the `information stupidhighway' isn't in the news anymore? Could it be a nasty plan by certain officials? At first I always said that what they were describing was already in place. Haha I thought- How can they tear the net down I thought. It's sooooooooooooo in place. Then the hype of it started to die. The net got busier. I thought that was cool because people were thinking the net was this information stupidhighway that all were going on about. Then it got busier still with netscape and I-phone and tv stuff and realaudio etc. All of which were coming from the *.com domains. Then one day wile using ncftp I thought it seemed quite a bit slower. Could it be they are trying to get the net so fucked with huge bandwidth proggies as to turn people off it? In the same while scare the hell out of the regular users by having trials for those who dare to actually explore it? To persecute those who do good and break the double standard of people having access to encryption? A very good plan. Kill the net through crowded channels, kill the spirit buy throwing as many lawsuits as possible on the people who dare to use it for what it was originally intended. To share information. People, smarten up. They are fucking with our only truly free society. Give 'em hell. Support the E.F.F. and whatnot. 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